Thursday, December 4, 2008

Maslow's Hierarchy Of Needs.

This theory seems to be true, but I don't like it much. I usually worry about what will I do in the future now. Actually I don't like it at all. It just seemed a little strange to me... his chart was a ittle strange. The way he catagorized somethings that you thik would be more inportant to others wasn't that important to him. He has interesting important needs. I worry more about my family or friends before I would worry about myself.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

School days go by slowly...

I really have no desire at this moment to write a blog... not that I do anyother day either, but i guess I could.
For some reason lately it's been taking alot for me to get up and get out of bed to go to school. I've lost the motivation to. I don't feel like I'm learning much this year... everything I'm learning now I know. Except what we do in English IV. Other than that... nothing. The only classes I have to actually do anything in are Aldvanced Alg., Anatomy, and Eng. IV. I'm sick of doing things in Alg I have learned. I like Alg a lot... so it's not even worth doing, but I do it anyway. Anatomy I have no use for it, and so it doesnt interest me, but it's just another science credit. I wish I would have taken Speech last year. I wouldn't even have to take this class. I had really thought about taking the resource test at the beginning of this year so I could graduate early. I chose not to, wish I would have just to see if I would have passed it... just to have the option. It's too late now and I'm here all year.
I just want to go off to Art School now.... and not be here.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Oh, Sweet Vengence....

I'm definately not into revenge. I think it's really immature. Why do something to someone after they did it to you? It doesn't make you a better person. It shouldn't make you feel better. I think it's wrong in any situation. Yeah, Hamlet's Uncle Claudius killed his brother, but why did Hamlet have to seek revenge. If he knew of his Uncle's treachery why not tell others? Everyone would have known of the king's tragic death and thought Claudius was nothing but a murderer. Killing someone is wrong, incase you were unaware. Even the most minuscule ideas of vengence bother me, like rumors. If someone spreads a rumor about you and you just have to retaliate by telling others something they trusted you with, or by means of some wild fabrication to tell just to make yourself feel superior. It's all dreadful no matter what situation it's revolved around. Revenge never ends. It's just a spiraling never ending cycle of deception, dishonesty and deciet. Hurting people shouldn't make you admire yourself. If you see nothing wrong with vengence... then there's something majorly flawed about you... I mean that in a grim manner. It's just immoral. Hamlet is just a vengeful heartrending play. WOO Shakespeare!!

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

2008 Election

I'm not 18, so I'm powerless to vote anyway, but I have been keeping up with the election a little. I'm for Obama. I really like how the state has decided to have all the schools have mock elections for Obama and McCain. My estimation is even though some of us are not able to vote it's still imperative for us to be aware, so when we are old enough to vote we know how we should go on about making our decision the "right way". If there even is a "right way" to vote. I don't know. This was an MIRACULOUS election to do this.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Resolving a Conflict....

Okay, my mom really wants me to go to college after high school. I have plans of what I want to do... I'm playing on moving to Peopria and take and apprenticeship at a tattoo shop. I really want to get my tattooing license. It doesn't require a college degree to do it. My Mom wants me to go to College. We argue about it all the time, but about 2 months ago it was terrible. She basically told me that it would be a waste of time for me to be a tattoo artist. So, it just made me feel like I was useless. In the whole heat of the moment I told her that I didn't care about anything she thinks, and that her opinion didn't matter. It made her upset... I could tell. I was too upset to apologise at that point. I basically ingnored her all week because I knew I would say something horrible. So Saturday came around and I was about to got to town... I couldn't just leave after ignoring her all week. She was in the living room watching TV... I hesitated to do it... It was awkward, and I hate apologising to her after she wouldn't even try to accept what I wanted. I walk in ready to honestly say I was sorry... "Hi, Mom... Um... I'm sorry about what I said. Your opinion does matter to me, but I know what I really want." She stared at me for a second then looked away. Then she replied, "I know you care, but I think it would be a good back-up plan to go through college in case anything doesnt go in your favor." Then it hit me... She was right. It was a good idea, and I still could do what I wanted. I have looked into many art schools since then. There's actually 2 that I've just applied for. I'm hoping I get in. I'm looking foward to going. I could learn more about art. I could get better.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

First Blog!

Hey...
I'm being forced to have this blog for my English IV class.
So everyone who wants to see it can see it. WOO!
That was sacrcasm by the way... I very much dislike blogs.
Enjoy!